I have to be honest. I love the idea of new year's (I plan on getting married on New Year's Eve one day) but I also don't like it because after many years of making promises to myself that I don't keep I've soured on it all. I love the idea of starting over but of course in reality that isn't how it works, although I truly wish it was an actual option. This past year hasn't been one of my best years in fact it has been the absolute worst year of my life with 2011 coming in a close second. Life has been quite rough on me these past two and half years.
I truly do hope that things change for me this year (a compete 180 degree turn type of change)! I hope to actually accomplish many things this year. I hope that my enthusiasm, well the little that I have left from past NYE's, doesn't just fizzle out by the second of January.
Here's hoping for a year of physical, emotional, and spiritual change for the better. Here's hoping for a year of great accomplishments. Here's to a year of amazingly awesome life-changing opportunities. Here's to a year of repaired relationships and new friendships.
I can't allow these past few years to hold down my hope for a great 2013. I can't allow the past to dictate my future.
2013 must be a year of great, positive changes.
